Empty
When you ask for help and nobody believes
The shock of rejection is all that remains
A silly smile to keep it all up
A heart in pieces many times broken
When your friends ignore your urgent heaves
The stab of emptiness and all the pains
A faith solid for the top
A mind in darkness into the abyss
When family is close and yet often leaves
The dull solitude amidst the rains
A calm fortress all I wrap
A clover to wish all this is over
Why is it not? Why is it now?
All is gone and all I am am
No hope but to hope
No action but to act
What now? What now?
Can they not see my eyes implore
My silent anguish and cry
I mouth words I don't know why
I scream to the deaf world
The recesses of my mind so dark
I search for every glimmer of light
I gasp for every breath there is
I hold on to every ounce of life
The ache remains
Dulls
Empties
Me
Sept 15, 2018
The shock of rejection is all that remains
A silly smile to keep it all up
A heart in pieces many times broken
When your friends ignore your urgent heaves
The stab of emptiness and all the pains
A faith solid for the top
A mind in darkness into the abyss
When family is close and yet often leaves
The dull solitude amidst the rains
A calm fortress all I wrap
A clover to wish all this is over
Why is it not? Why is it now?
All is gone and all I am am
No hope but to hope
No action but to act
What now? What now?
Can they not see my eyes implore
My silent anguish and cry
I mouth words I don't know why
I scream to the deaf world
The recesses of my mind so dark
I search for every glimmer of light
I gasp for every breath there is
I hold on to every ounce of life
The ache remains
Dulls
Empties
Me
Sept 15, 2018